Anonymously yours...
I love you, tony.
cindy
--Posted by Anonymous to Exile Industries: Department of Redundancy Department at 9/9/2004 09:52:23 PM
Anonymity, it's a very interesting state to exist in, but it's even more interesting when people write to you from said state. Back in elementary school, we were not above passing notes with this message "do you like me? Check yes or no." granted when I was in school I probably set up this form in triplicate, and requesting that it be notarized, but I was a dork, that's what I did. In those days we were so shy that no one ever directly asked anyone about their feelings, in fact it was always a friend who had to play the part of Cyrano just to get the ball rolling.
But we grew up, we got jobs, and we stopped passing notes with check boxes, but we still remain bashful. Along with our coy nature we have also developed a distrust for the unknown. The comment at the beginning of this entry arises many questions. Who is this Cindy? Why would she say she loves me? How does Cindy know me as Tony? And why are such feelings of infatuation posted anonymously, and on an entry regarding voting and other futile activities?
There may be no way to find out who are what Cindy is. Be it a random crossing of paths or a poorly played ruse, it is only my reaction to this that I may hold as tangible. So Cindy, whether you're real or not I thank you for your kudos and I hope you enjoy what I writer, and if you're not real, well, at least you gave me something to write about.
Exile
Original_exile@hotmail.com
cindy
--Posted by Anonymous to Exile Industries: Department of Redundancy Department at 9/9/2004 09:52:23 PM
Anonymity, it's a very interesting state to exist in, but it's even more interesting when people write to you from said state. Back in elementary school, we were not above passing notes with this message "do you like me? Check yes or no." granted when I was in school I probably set up this form in triplicate, and requesting that it be notarized, but I was a dork, that's what I did. In those days we were so shy that no one ever directly asked anyone about their feelings, in fact it was always a friend who had to play the part of Cyrano just to get the ball rolling.
But we grew up, we got jobs, and we stopped passing notes with check boxes, but we still remain bashful. Along with our coy nature we have also developed a distrust for the unknown. The comment at the beginning of this entry arises many questions. Who is this Cindy? Why would she say she loves me? How does Cindy know me as Tony? And why are such feelings of infatuation posted anonymously, and on an entry regarding voting and other futile activities?
There may be no way to find out who are what Cindy is. Be it a random crossing of paths or a poorly played ruse, it is only my reaction to this that I may hold as tangible. So Cindy, whether you're real or not I thank you for your kudos and I hope you enjoy what I writer, and if you're not real, well, at least you gave me something to write about.
Exile
Original_exile@hotmail.com
3 Comments:
Thank you for leaving an option of talking it out... I guess I'm more of vending and yelling into the empty walls right now. Just punching it hard with my knuckles until it bleeds. This is my anger, a source of motivation, pushing me each day to function like a normal person by the day and morphing into a demon by night. I wonder how long more I can keep my sanity. I wonder when will it be the next time I'll break down again? This feels like a vicious cycle. Yet I know I can never fully forget the pain. The scar is ugly and it's here to stay.
By A Shade of Purple, at Friday, September 10, 2004 2:46:00 PM
this is bad.. i can't seem to login to my email/blog/anything... looks like i'll have to find a way out to access them before i can start blogging again -shade of purple-
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