it's just not fair *update*

it's not fair... after months of trying the girl from the bowling alley finally agreed to go out with me. i have a lunch date with her at 11am. unfortunately it's 7:30am and i still haven't fallen asleep yet.

we finally get to go out amd i'm either going to be a zombie, or i'l drink a monster and be annoyingly hyper.

i've been laying here since 3am tossing and turning, with only a nap to show for it.

*sigh* like i don't have enough going against me right now with being nervous about embarrasing my self.

oh well, she'll prolly stand me up like last time, hehehe

**Update**

i got a txt message from her at 9:30:

"Hey honey. My sister was in cherr this morning & they think she broke her ankle so im headed to kaiser with her right now. im going to have to rain check w/ u."

yeah, so the lunch date was canceled. sad thing is this isn't the first time she's canceled, last time was in December.

kinda funny, december was also the last time i acctually tried asking a girl out... maybe i'll have better luck in June.

Exile