Trying

I'm trying not to get upset right now,
I'm trying not to lose it.

I'm so fucking pissed off right now,
I'm so close to letting go.

I don't even know how to feel,
Betrayed, angry, hurt?

I want someone to get in my way so I can put my fist right through them
I want to take out all my rage on the person who's fault this all is.

I hate the responsible party for all of this,
I want to hold them accountable.

I want to destroy them for what they've done,
but it's not easy to Self-destruct.

(Today became a very bad day.)


Exile

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