I've noticed that I write less and less. I suppose it's a result of both my confidence and creativity being drained from this corpse of a body I reside in. The only thing worse than thinking that you will never amount to anything is knowing. We all have these dreams that we will work a profession that will make us feel complete, that we will be gods of our own design. But we won't. Few of us will, but they are not us. I fight this feeling every day. I fight with what little of have left. You are the only person who will ever believe in you, and everyone loses interest eventually.


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I'm not hungry. I don't want to eat. The only reason I'm actually on lunch right now is it's a half hour where I don't have to work. I wonder which stage of death this is.

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I won't waste my life in front of this computer. I will most likely upgrade to a new computer to waste my life in front of.

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Compared to my brother I must be a disappointment to my parents. They clearly wanted two stupid children, but they only got one.

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